Hard time due to Covid-19, which leads me to choose between passion or money

 I proudly worked in top-notch companies in tourism industry, cuz when I was student, I tried many positions as intern in international hotel's brands. After working in hotels, I changed to luxury travel agent, and became travel leisure sales consultant. It's such beautiful job, and the first time I felt so fit. To be honest, this job offered unfair salary, because I believe that I have combined many skills, abilities and efforts in only one job, which kind of job has high eliminated rate, in first 2 weeks we could know who's gonna fit and adapt for the job.  

Due to my passion and love to this job, I am pleased to descript about it ;). My main task is to customize itinerary for my clients, based on their preferences, hobbies. The itinerary is a whole package, which is including all transfers (train, boat, car, plane, etc.), accommodations, activities/tours in one single or multiple destinations in Asian. My responsibilities are making sure that the itinerary will be logical, worth for what clients' expectation and their paid, also avoidable to bad weather or any incontrollable thing could make the trip worse and clients' satisfaction. And each itinerary is different, specialize. Such a nice thing to do! But Covid19 comes and all the things are chaotic. My company ended up my labor contract and I have been unemployed since May 2020. LOL

After 4 months of relaxation and finding peace at my hometown and family, I am back to Saigon and find another job. Fortunately my background maybe better a little bit, so I got many interview invitations and offers also, in short time (around 2 weeks) I got a new job as a Sales Consultant at E-commerce platform. At this time I think "Woah, it's such a interested in experience and it's worth to give a shot!" But NO, this is the first time I feel sucked for what I was doing. Basically this job is sales, finding potential customers via social media platforms, introducing, consulting about the products, trying to sell it and supporting during customer's usage. Also if having a chance, meet customers directly at coffee shops or even in events to introduce the brands, products and also you should know how to drink alcohol if needed, and it needed. DAMN! At first, when I heard about it, I think it gonna be fine, but NO silly me, it's different in real time and I am a-bad-taste-alcohol-and-can-not-drink person :(. Also when I am working, many things happened (and I don't want to talk about it anymore) and made me give a decision to quit as soon as possible because I cannot bear with it anymore  in the first 2 weeks I worked here, so I applied to many positions and tried to find other opportunity desperately.

And the whole things above are reasons for the titles, this paragraph is main now. 

But I have a lunch and forgot what I am going to write LOL, will edit later